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23 January 2009 @ 02:35 pm
08 January 2009 @ 11:42 am
Dancing in the summer is amazing.
Obviously a dance circle.
This one is for you Santa...
03 January 2009 @ 01:31 pm
I had a strange dream last night about zombies. I couldn't kill them. I tried everything, but the only way to actually kill them was to throw a small ball that looked like cookie dough at them. If it hit hard enough it would explode and shatter them into bits. For some reason, every time I threw it at them it would never hit hard enough. It was really pissing me off and to make things worse, the zombies could throw the ball back at me. So every time I threw it at them it would just bounce off, leaving it there for them to pick up and make me the target. The whole dream took place in the driveway of my dad's house. My grandma was one of the zombies that was after me but halfway though the dream her character changed into some random girl. I can't remember her face.
School starts on the 9th. I'm excited. I feel new. I really fucked up last time by dropping my classes. It was a big mistake.
School starts on the 9th. I'm excited. I feel new. I really fucked up last time by dropping my classes. It was a big mistake.
23 December 2008 @ 11:28 pm
I just got back from watching "Elf" at Kozy Koffee with a few friends. The weird thing is that a few weeks ago, those "few" friends would have been a lot of friends. I haven't been seeing my friends as often as I want to. Mind games are played and feuds are started that keep people apart. After so many years of being around most of these people, I have come to understand that this sort of thing will always happen. People fade from our so called "group." I'm not upset or trying to complain, I just find it interesting. It seems impossible to look into the future and predict who I will be friends with in 4 months or who will dislike who. I really do like everyone I have in my life and try my hardest not to say anything mean about them behind their backs. I occasionally slip up but I do not truly mean anything I say and it can easily be disregarded.
Christmas is a day away. I hope the Christmas spirit is not fading away from me.
This year Santa and I are taking each other out shopping the day after Christmas instead of getting gifts ahead of time and wrapping them. The reason we are doing this is because of our money situation and how unprepared we were for Xmas this year. It approached very fast. So on Friday, I am getting book one and two of "The Walking Dead." Steve and Eric read this series and I am very interested.
Christmas is a day away. I hope the Christmas spirit is not fading away from me.
This year Santa and I are taking each other out shopping the day after Christmas instead of getting gifts ahead of time and wrapping them. The reason we are doing this is because of our money situation and how unprepared we were for Xmas this year. It approached very fast. So on Friday, I am getting book one and two of "The Walking Dead." Steve and Eric read this series and I am very interested.
I read this cool story about a man building a giant snowman in his yard. Knowing that this man builds a giant snowman every year, the city posted a "stop-work" order on his door during the creation of the snowman. This didn't stop him though. Snowzilla.
23 December 2008 @ 01:40 pm
As I was driving home last night, I realized that I need an i-pod. Listening to full albums and burnt mixed CD's is not bad but after awhile I would like to just choose what I want to listen to instead of being stuck with certain albums and songs. The hassle of switching CD's while driving in shitty snow is not fun and dealing with every CD being scratched and skipping sucks. Last time I checked i-pods are not nearly as expensive as they were in the past, it's around $250 for a 120GB classic.
The dumb part about this whole entry is that I'm broke.
22 December 2008 @ 11:20 pm
I dig "Boss Fight"
I can't wait to hear Steve's project with Greg, Chris, and Joey.
That's where it's at.
I can't wait to hear Steve's project with Greg, Chris, and Joey.
That's where it's at.
21 December 2008 @ 02:14 pm
Santa just received her green card in the mail. She has been waiting 8 years for it and now that she has it she can apply for citizenship. It's pretty exciting.
I've been getting into some new but old stuff lately, like video games. I'm really getting into playing again and it's really fun. Greg has been having people over a lot lately and playing Super Smash Bros, Golden Eye, and others. A lot of movies have been being watched their too. I haven't stayed for most of them but last night I stayed for a movie called The Machinist. We did not get to finish it because the movie started skipping and nobody wanted to skip a chapter. I had to know the ending or it would drive me mad, so I asked Chris and he told me. I found the movie to be pretty interesting.
I haven't been skating as much but it doesn't really bother me. For a while I was skating everyday. It's not really what I want to be doing to be honest. I want to surround myself with friends. That's really where all my good memories come from.
I've come to realize that I haven't been happy for quite sometime. I didn't know what was wrong. I would always have it in my head that I wanted to balance out my life and kind of have everything on a schedule. I finally think I understand why I have been struggling with that for so long. My life will never be like that and I have to understand. If I embrace all my mistakes and try not to blame them on other things or search for reasons on why I made them and instead just take full responsibility and do the best I can to solve my strange problems that I create in my head, then I would become a lot happier with myself. My reasoning for unhappiness is myself. I never take responsibility for my actions and the guilt lives inside of me. I'm not perfect and make a lot of dumb decisions but everyone does. I'm going to do better for now on.
